Please

don’t talk to me for a few days. I’m so fucking angry at you, and I don’t want to say something I don’t mean out of anger and ruin our friendship. Then again, I’d love for you to know how much of a bitch I think you are.

I’m sitting at work, texting him, arguing about ending the friendship and I just want to burst out into tears at my desk, but I can’t. I don’t know how people can do this, you know, act like everything’s okay when it’s not.. I’m literally on the verge of just have a massive breakdown and it’s so hard not to.. 

I’m so angry at you because I haven’t done ANYTHING to you, if i had of you would of told me by now. Yet because I’m angry at what you’ve done, YOU’RE ignoring ME. fuck. I’m literally so stupid to think that you cared just a little bit, we’re actually supposed to be ‘best friends’ but yeah look at what you’re doing. If only you didn’t take advantage of people and opportunities, you always do this to people. I have so much to say to you right  now, but I’m actually stupidly hoping you’ll text me within the next week so I don’t feel like the only one that cares. Fuck you bitch, after everything that’s happened I now see you’re true colours. 

last night I went to his house with my best friend and some of his other friends, and watched kendra’s sex tape. ahaha very very spontaneous of us all. We were just casually watching a show on the crime and investigation channel, he went into his room for a bit and came out saying “i just chose a random disk not to sure what it is”, being sarcastic of course. I must say though.. it was VERY graphic. Her legs were wide open while the guy videoing was in between her legs zooming up to the whole vagina. The positions were a bit odd, it kinda looked like they were wannabe karma sutra positions or something like that, and she actually ended up being unsatisfied in the end. Yeah, it wasn’t a very good sex tape. However I always find sex tapes and porno’s interesting to watch, and it was definitely interesting!